Middle of the week & prayer

Psalms 7:1 O Lord my God, in you I take refuge.
Where else can I turn when no power of my own can produce a solution? May I make that movement toward you, even before I try to do it own my own. Lord, why does my heart, mind and soul feel so gray these past few weeks. Is it the pain from the headaches, the pain from my wrists. What ever it is o Lord, lighten my heart, relieve the pain and bring the sun (son) back into my life. Only you have the power to heal make the sun shine again. In your name I pray amen.

It is the middle of the week and it feels like it should be Friday. So ready for this week to be over, then again if we keep getting all this rain it really doesn't matter, one week looks like the next and of course we will go from the rain to the freezing ice and snow.

Sick and tired of Illinois weather. Doesn't really matter what time of the year it is it is WET!! Wet, cold, snow and ice. Wet Spring, humid, wet summers, wet falls and back to wet cold winters. ugggg.

So in case you have noticed i'm down. Down and disgusted and can't seem to get out of this mood. Even planning for Josh's bd this Saturday and what to send him and thinking of Christmas has not cheered me up.