Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Good morning or not

Well I orginally tried to post this at 7 am, however for some reason
I could not get the site to post. So here we go again.

Do you ever feel like you should just stay in bed? Well I did. I woke up with
a headache, my joints ache, and my hands and feet are very swelled. Add to that
my sugar which was 115 when I went to bed was 175. I feel, crabby, B*** and just
full of pain. I woke up freezing. Turned off all the airconditoners and turned
my electric blanket on and the little heater by my desk on to low. I just can't seem
to warm up. When my sugar goes up, I suffer a personality change. its like the
devil has taken over. Add to that, I received a not so nice email this morning
from a dear family memeber and I took her head off. Hmmm, I offended this person,
without any intentions of doing so. Such is life with family. They like to express their
opinion, but hate it when others do. Now having said all that, am I coming down with
something or is the fibromyalsia raising its ugly head? Both can make my sugar go up.
So for today pray for me. Lord give me the strength to deal with this pain,
to not let it take over my body and my personality. Lord give me the strength
and endurance of "JOB". I believe all things are possible through you. Amen.