Well I orginally tried to post this at 7 am, however for some reason
I could not get the site to post. So here we go again.
Do you ever feel like you should just stay in bed? Well I did. I woke up with
a headache, my joints ache, and my hands and feet are very swelled. Add to that
my sugar which was 115 when I went to bed was 175. I feel, crabby, B*** and just
full of pain. I woke up freezing. Turned off all the airconditoners and turned
my electric blanket on and the little heater by my desk on to low. I just can't seem
to warm up. When my sugar goes up, I suffer a personality change. its like the
devil has taken over. Add to that, I received a not so nice email this morning
from a dear family memeber and I took her head off. Hmmm, I offended this person,
without any intentions of doing so. Such is life with family. They like to express their
opinion, but hate it when others do. Now having said all that, am I coming down with
something or is the fibromyalsia raising its ugly head? Both can make my sugar go up.
So for today pray for me. Lord give me the strength to deal with this pain,
to not let it take over my body and my personality. Lord give me the strength
and endurance of "JOB". I believe all things are possible through you. Amen.
Friday FI
16 years ago
3 comments:
hmmm, u ugly,,, nevvvvveer.... i too woke up, dizzy i mean dizzzzzzzzzzzy, omg b**** was not the word for me today, and blood sugar was 300. took benedryl, avandaryl,metomorfin, and proceded to be angry at the world. why i do not know other than miserable, and my function speed is varying between 5 and 30 maybe.... hope u feel much better, and dear family member should understand opinions are just that opinions... and we all know that we are not right 100% of the time, but by golly i bet i make it 95% of it. he he. lub ya marsha
I wonder if for you it is the stress dear heart. Leaving for wedding, taking care of MIL, Making sure hubby has everything he needs and worrying and working your back side off like I know you do. As for the family thing, Hubby says I shouldn't let it worry me. He read the email and said there was nothing to take offense too. But I lost that nasty little temper of mine and my response letter was not very christian. Open mouth and insert both feet and 1/2 of large body. When I feel that way, I should type the letter and send it to myself. I guess we both had the same kind of day. I bet dear son would be happy he moved out if he could have seen me today. hmmm, maybe 92.5% of the time. LOL. Now at some point, I must pull feet and body out of mouth and either send and email apologizing and begging for forgiveness or do it in the form of a card and snail mail. I'll have to think on this and the right words to say. It would not do to choke on feet and body again.
I would like to say I'm never like that, but it just wouldn't be true. Over the years I've toughened so that most people don't hurt me, but no one can hurt us like family can. I too had sort of a run-in with one of mine on Sunday. That's unusual, but both disgusting and hurtful, so I bounced back. We're suppose to help bear the burdens of one another, and to me that includes praying for one another. Hugs,and prayers to you dear. ~Mary K.
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